Vacation? Not So Much ....

Well, I am now on Day 2 of my "vacation" and, well, it is not exactly what I wanted it to be. I did not have any major plans of going anywhere. I took this time for two reasons. 1) I needed a real break from my current job. 2) Wanted to take the time to figure things out. Reevaluate my life and figure out which direction I want it to go. So far I have not succeeded in much.

I do have yet another interview today for a position I applied for a few weeks back. They seem very interested but I don't have that much faith in interest on their part being enough. At some point I will explain why I feel that way to all of you. And today I feel really depressed about where my life is heading and wonder how I let myself get like this. I put on my "interview clothes" and they are tighter than ever. I mean, I can see the fat. I am getting to that point in my life again where I really hate how I look. What's scary is I know how much control that has over me ... I have been here before.

Anyway ... I have to put on my "interview face & attitude" now and catch the train into SF. I apologize for being a Debbie Downer lately. It is a real battle trying not to be ... well .... wish me luck! And enjoy today's post!