Sunday, May 31, 2009

Wasted

Don't have much motivation today, well, the whole weekend actually. Today's post is going back to my roots ... so just some crotch shots. Attention span is pretty shot. Feel like I wasted the weekend, could have done so much more. And I think that the realization of how I fucked up my life is finally sinking in. I am not sure how I am going to pull through this in time and still be able to make ends meet.

Just the other day I had to make my bi-weekly payment on my laptop. So that cut into the little money I had left. Then I need to pay rent next week, once that is done, I will be completely broke with no money coming in. I am trying to think of things I own that I can sell to make a quick buck. At least enough to come up with the next payment on my laptop which is due the 15th. If I do not have it, Rent A Center will come to pick it up. On top of that my bills are going to fall behind. And I need to find a job within the next week to be sure that I will get paid in time for rent next month. I can feel myself slowly falling apart. All I want to do is sleep and eat. It is starting to keep me from going out and doing things. Well, that and having no money.

Anyway .... enough of my problems. Enjoy this evening's post.















3 comments:

Jason said...

That is exactly why I have been trying to get you to go to the movie or something. You have to fight the urge to fall into that rut and I can try to help.

Ruffy said...

Think positive!! There's a reason for everything, you just have to figure it out- sometimes the answer knocks on your door. hang in there buddy- I completely understand.
PS: the pics are HOT!

Anonymous said...

A lot of great packages here, but five down, where the boy is pulling his green shorts aside to show the world what he had--that's not only a pair of hanging beauties, but a dick any cocksucker could spend much of his faggot life worshiping.