Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Vacation? Not So Much ....

Well, I am now on Day 2 of my "vacation" and, well, it is not exactly what I wanted it to be. I did not have any major plans of going anywhere. I took this time for two reasons. 1) I needed a real break from my current job. 2) Wanted to take the time to figure things out. Reevaluate my life and figure out which direction I want it to go. So far I have not succeeded in much.

I do have yet another interview today for a position I applied for a few weeks back. They seem very interested but I don't have that much faith in interest on their part being enough. At some point I will explain why I feel that way to all of you. And today I feel really depressed about where my life is heading and wonder how I let myself get like this. I put on my "interview clothes" and they are tighter than ever. I mean, I can see the fat. I am getting to that point in my life again where I really hate how I look. What's scary is I know how much control that has over me ... I have been here before.

Anyway ... I have to put on my "interview face & attitude" now and catch the train into SF. I apologize for being a Debbie Downer lately. It is a real battle trying not to be ... well .... wish me luck! And enjoy today's post!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I like the first guy, who's so happy about his big stiff dick and heavy loaded balls that he knows you will be too! (I am!) And the guy who's shoving his cocksucker's head down on his stiff dick to get more pleasure for himself. He knows how to treat a cocksucker.